"Goodbye" is a merry go round.

*sigh* Andy left 3 weeks after he says he's going....I'm a little sad...I don't know but that is another friend that is separating from us...he'll be living in Japan around november or something and Akane will also be living in Japan by the end of summer...I HOPE that what he says of going to Japan with us is true...I hope he's not just bringing my hopes up because I would be really happy to see him in Japan for another one month. How amazing would that be? I plan to go back to Japan anyways either in Winter break or Spring break...I'm taking Japanese in college and with two courses complete, I should be good in Japan so I'll study abroad when I can...which will be either in 2nd or 3rd year of college. Whatevers work out I guess. I need to keep in contact with Andy and Akane though because I would love to see them. It makes it seem like I miss them a lot more then the others but it's different with them. Everyone will be here atleast in this country but those two will be in Japan. I also find Japan to be amazing, that is why I'll be studying abroad. Then maybe...maybe...I'll live there after I graduate. I need to learn Japanese though. Anyways what I'm saying is that I'm going to miss these two when they go to Japan. Hopefully I'll be able to hang with these two in Japan when I go...either this summer which is like in five days or winter or spring break.

For the winter and spring, I want to bring my friends along. I want everyone to go and meet them so that like we can reunite the group again. I need to keep in contact with everyone. These people that I truly need to keep in contact with are Jeff Chen, Chris Pererra, Nick Kalra, Brian Vu, Gia Phan, Akane Higa, Andy Tan, Andy Leung, Davis Peng. There's more but these are those that are in my group...well not the Ramona group but like the group that I do everything with. The group that I feel most comfortable. Some people I listed might be better in other groups but I still feel comfortable around them. Like I could be more open and be myself. It's sad to know that theres only 1 girl in my list. Okay so why did I not list the Ramona group? Well they are different. They have their own sets of ideas and goals and everything. Hmm...to explain this, let's just say that I had four groups in the beginning.
There WAS my main group which included William Yu and Davis. I say was because William went his own ways so I don't mind as long as he's happy with what he has. So that group is now Davis. Now theres this other group which I call the Track group which became my main group which was Chris, Jeff, Nick, and then later on we added Brian. Nick is always busy but I like it when he comes hang with us...which is not very often anymore. I always smile whenever he's free and asks us what we doing and then tell us that he's coming only to see that he never comes. It's disappointing since I want to stay close and in touch with him. Then there's the what I call Andy's group which is Andy, Andy, Akane, and Gia...then Meng. We hang out alot and stuff and it's always a blast to be around them.
Then finally theres the Ramona group which includes, well the Ramonians, Regina, Lisa, Cassandra, Lucy, Joanne, Kevin, David Li, David Ly, Kelly Te?, and I guess whoever's a Ramona person. Nick is also in this group too so it's cool. The good thing is that my regular main group which is now me and Davis...we can hang with any group and be fine. My track group and andy's group gets along like very well and becomes like a huuge group.Then theres the Ramona group which only gets along with me and Davis. Yes they DO get along with the other groups but well from what I'm told, no one can speak what they want. I can see this in my 4th of July thing. Andy's group came and also the Ramona's group...they barely spoke with each other and did separate things. I don't mind it...I know how it feels since I can't really speak my mind in the Ramona's group too. It's like I feel they expect something...I don't know but it's different how I act in different groups. Davis also said that too and people thought he was the same everywhere. Ah wells what I'm saying is that it's hard to be with all these groups...fortunately 3 groups get along very well with each other while the other one is just okay. Well when I'm in college...the more chance of seeing the Ramona group is higher since like 3 of them is already going to the same college. So yea that's why I'm not worried bout missing them, I'm more worried about my other groups separating. Well that is all I have to say about groups. I spoke my mind on what I see. Hopefully everyone can get along together.

Well Japan is in five days. I've never been this excited before, it'll be a blast I know that. One month of just having fun, come on....this is just a start of a great summer. Hopefully Andy is going and Akane is staying longer like she says so that Kenney and I won't be lost in translation for like 10 days. Though it will be fun but not as much as if we knew what we are doing. Anyways, I'll update with my list next time I think unless something comes up and I have to speak my mind out.

So yea my title is "Goodbye" is a merry go round. Guess where's that from? If you can then I'll give you a high five =D. It's from Yui! I love this song but so sad that it never became popular. I love this saying because for me Goodbye is a merry go round. Especially with Andy since he's been here for like four weeks with him saying he'll leave the next day like so many times. But not just that there's so many goodbyes that I have to say so many times. The lyrics after this is "My love for you spun in a circle". So yea theres some love that I had that I had to say goodbye to many times since I was never able to forget it.

Speaking of Andy staying here for like 3 more weeks...it's interesting how he did that. Man it's seem like sooo long that he said that he's only staying for 1 week. We convinced him to stay more and more and eventually it ended up being today. He only had about 4 shirts and like 3 pants....somehow he mixed it up to make it look different. Fortunately there was also laundry. I'm glad that he stayed for so long since we did so much with him around. It's always just going out somewhere to eat or somewhere to do something with him. I already explained this in the last post so I won't go further.

Hmm I still haven't explain dramas yet but I'm tired since they slept over yesterday and we barely got any sleep.